| Such a cruel contridiction |
[03 Dec 2005|03:57pm] |
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So I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving...I know I did. School is well...yep yep. And Winter Formal is a week away. Kam better get her dress fixed. What a last minute woman she is. And I doubt our Psych. Project will be done Monday because we're a bunch of slackers. She has an A and I have a C...so it's not like it's affecting our grades that bad. Urg...just the thought of it though. But we're all getting ready for Winter Formal so it isn't so bad.
The good news is...I'm going with Stephen. *blushes* I wanna see him in a suit. I think all of our pictures are going to turn out cute. The bad news is...I still don't know whats wrong with me.
For the past few weeks I've been throwing up almost everything I eat...and apparently I've got a lumpish type thing below my belly button. Doctors keep taking blood from me "just to make sure nothings wrong there" but so far they haven't told me anything...what a bunch of losers.
Chad is being really nice to me...because he thinks my being sick is cancer. Which...it more than likely isnt...but he's still being all "best friendish" now so whatever. Oh and apprently Krimm hates me...yeah that makes me feel even more better. Oh well...if I do end up with something wrong with me I'm sure he'll be the first one to throw a party. At least I wasn't a complete effin jerk to him like he was to me. Everyone who was there that night even agrees. But the past is the past...no sense bringing that shit up again.
So in a little bit I'm picking up Stephen and we're going to Eat-n-Park with Kam and Mike. Alysia and Chad may even come, too. I hope so...even though we'll all be eating out with eachother next Saturday, too.
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| When all else fails... |
[18 Nov 2005|11:03pm] |
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Yeah I know...slap my fingers for not updating a little. I never have the time to get on here anymore.
Kam is having a fit over her newfound problem. See...her solution is simple. When all else fails...drink. Gee, shes lucky to have me around. If not she would of already bitched someone out.
Senior year is flying by...thank God. The sooner I leave that hell hole and never have to associate with 90% of my senior class...the better.
So apparently Pink is playing matchmaker again. It's not that bad of an idea...but I don't think its happening. Oh well *cough cough ROB cough cough*
So yay for Thanksgiving break being right around the corner. Garrett comes home Tuesday. I get to see him maybe Wednsday before I go to work. I miss him.
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| So how about I found this in one of Eso's journal a long time ago... |
[08 Oct 2005|09:57pm] |
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Post anonymously!
1. Say what you -HONESTLY- think about me.
2. A weird thing about you.
3. The last thing you ate.
4. What color your underwear is.
5. What you think represents me (a song, a band, a person, an inanimate object, a book, name it and say why)
6. A hint of who you are.
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| *heavy sigh of disgust* |
[20 Sep 2005|06:34pm] |
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I know I havent updated in awhile...but life goes on. So here it goes...
The latest buzz thats been going around is all this talk of Homecoming and who is going with who, and what color your dress is and where we're all going to dinner before hand. Trying to make this a drama-free night, but something will go on that will fuck it all up...I'm sure of that, only because it's happened the past 2 years now.
Speaking of Homecoming, Krimm and I are going. Yes yes, how cute. Anyway...
Work is excellent. Greatest bunch of people and I couldn't ask for any better.
I don't know how often I will update...much less get on the internet at all. Just been way too busy...so for those of you who I don't see on a regular basis...I'm sorry...and you'll hear from me when I have time. For the rest of you...I'll see you in hell...literally. *inside joke*
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| shades of blue never looked so good on you |
[30 Aug 2005|10:56am] |
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I still recall every summer night like it was yesterday
The time would never endand my friends were family
Nothing mattered more than the loyalty we had
Now I'm a world away from everything we shared
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| The wheels in my head have been turning |
[26 Aug 2005|06:05pm] |
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So I get online yesturday afternoon and within 20 minutes I'm helping plan for two birthday parties. One being Nicole's 17th, and the other Alyssa's Sweet 16.
Nicole's having a Barbie type party. Mostly just the cake and plates and napkins are gonna be something Barbie-ish...but then we still have to figure out if it's gonna be at her Gram's or we're either gonna bonfire at Blue Spruce. We still have time to figure out stuff though.
Alyssa on the other hand is still trying to decide a theme for her bash. One idea that I threw around to her was having a Cocktail Party, minus the alcohol. Basically you can't get in if your not wearing either a black or white shirt. So far a lot of people seem to like that idea. I hope she picks that, because I've got some cute ideas.
Decisions decisions!
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| A dork is coming home tomarrow :-) |
[11 Aug 2005|02:54pm] |
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Here we are today
You look so beautiful I wonder what you dream
So graceful in what you say...
Its all I need to hear your voice everyday
I wish never to wake up from this dream I’m in right now
Is this a dream? Becaues if it is...
please don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes to what it's like
When everything's right
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| Ha! |
[08 Aug 2005|02:58pm] |
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The summers been great. I haven't really hung out with anyone from school. I've just been doing my own thing, hanging out with a totally new bunch of people, going to work, hanging out with those people...and most of all getting ready to be a senior. Finally.
I know I haven't really been on here that often, and I feel like a wench for not keeping up with all the people from schools lives. But it will all be alright once school starts...it always is.
I like this quote...yay for hollie and her quotes
When it comes down to it I let them think what they want.
If they just care enough to bother with what I do then
I'm already better than them anyway
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| She turned to him and said "Baby, everything gets hotter after sunset" |
[29 Jul 2005|12:44pm] |
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In case people have failed to notice, as well as I myself, it's almost August. This summer has literally flown by and soon we'll be going back to college/high school and dealing with the normal drama/bullshit once again. Time really does fly by...but it only does when your having fun.
Work has been exceptionally fun lately. Yesturday I worked with Patrick so that was a treat. He's quitting pretty soon to go back to college, as are a few others that work with us. I work long hours, but still have time to do my own thing and hang out with who I want to. Pat asked me if I wanted to do something on Tuesday, so I may just go and do something with him.
The Idewild adventure with Nicole went somewhat better than I expected. She picked up a creepy high school drop out while we were there...oops.
After work last night I met Nancy, Chantelle, and the parentals at Valley Dairy for dinner. Then Dad left and the four of us went shopping for a bit.
This morning Nancy and the vagrant child left for New Jersey, and they wont be back for another week *tear*
Speaking of Nancy, she's having a little get together next Saturday so I have to talk to Cheryl about switching shifts with me so I can get out of work early enough to make it to that. Garrett may be attending that with me, although nothings etched in stone yet.
In other news, my grandfather has recently been ill, again. I know that I'm not as close to him as all of the other grandchildren but that doesn't mean that I don't worry when something like this happens. It just pisses me off that my parents and I are the last three people to know about stuff like this. Urg.
And people wonder why I seem so family oriented?
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| He makes me :-) |
[18 Jul 2005|03:47pm] |
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You were always the mysterious one
with dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
We'll sit on the front porch, the sun can warm my feet
You can drink your coffee straight black
I'll drink mine with sugar and cream
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[10 Jul 2005|09:16pm] |
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So this weekends been whoa busy. Lets start with Friday.
Friday
Went up for my senior pictures. I hope they turn out to look nice. Then later on I had coffee with Garrett for like 3 1/2 hours. Then on the way home from that I got stuck in the rain. Urg. I hate bad storms. Garrett called a few minutes after I got home to make sure I made it home alright. What a dork, but it was sweet.
Saturday
I worked from 9-5. Came home and Nancy and Aunt Anna were there. Chantelle was staying with Asan's people down in Pittsburgh so she wasn't there. We ended up calling Uncle Jim so he could come over and we all had dinner. Nicole wrecked her bug right down the road from my house. So of course I was a little scared for her...because she hasn't been driving that long and plus she had Mike with her. Just thankful that no one was hurt or that no one was coming up the hill. Aunt Anna and Uncle Jim were leaving...which means Nancy would have to go back to her empty house since she didnt have the kid and Asan was working...so she wanted me to go sleep over with her at her house. Which wasn't so bad...except Chantelle called at 10 till 10 and was crying saying she wanted to come home. Asan called her from work and everything was fine. Yay for girl outings.
Sunday
Drove home from Nancy's house. Got ready for church. Went to church. Came home and mowed the lawn (yes i'm being serious) Then the parents wanted ice cream so I went a long for the ride. Now I'm home talking to people.
Which brings me on to my rant of the moment. I wish senior year were already here and over with I'll be glad when I don't have to put up with everyones stupid shit. The games we all play...now that I really think about it...it's sick. Some people need to have a reality check really quick. That way we could all stay in touch but go our seperate ways like it was intended. Not that I want that to happen really soon or anything, because I dont. But...geesh idk...
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[01 Jul 2005|07:34pm] |
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Hmm so this whole weeks been a funny bunch of crap. Chris and I broke up. Oh well. I've heard everything from I'm so depressed that I can't get out of bed to I'm so heartbroken that all I do is cry. Each new thing that I'm hearing only makes me laugh more.
close my eyes and move to
the back of my mind
where feelings mean nothing
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| rawr |
[27 Jun 2005|09:18pm] |
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So this weekend was the Ceder Point trip with Chris, his family and Nicole. So lets begin with Friday. I went out with Nicole, Chris, and Mike to Cici's. Luke and his people showed up so Nicole and I ended up being ignored because Lukes dirtbike was brought out and oh we never heard the end of it. She came back to my house and such and we didnt end up going to sleep until like 4 in the morn and we had to wake up at 4:30 so that was kind of lame. At least we slept in the car. Mental Note* never ride in a car with Mike and Nicole at the same time...it gets annoying really fast with the friggin groping. **Not to mention the french kissing they did while waiting for a ride** EWW. So we got to Ceder Point...which was holy flip hot. After it reached 100 I felt like about dying. And then there was Nicoles little indicent in the bathroom which was dramatic. It was hot out...and by the time we left I felt so dirty because everyone in the park had to be sweating really bad, as well as we were. I was happy after I got my shower back at the hotel. I felt a bit better. I felt blah the whole weekend.
After that trip I was glad to be back in Pennsylvania. My Gran is staying with us for a week, so thats all fun and such. Nancy and Chantelle have been coming out to swim and such all the time so that makes one busy keeping up with Chantelle. :) Now I have to start getting ready for the Jersey trip. Partying it up at the North Shore. **Cant wait**
Chris and I's 1 year anniversary is coming up in a little over a month. I'm excited. I feel that we're going to be together for a very long time because we know eachother so well and all that jazz. I'm looking forward to many more years with that goober :P
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[22 Jun 2005|01:40am] |
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Hmm...so it's almost 2 in the morning. I don't know why I continue to go to bed late and wake up early...I'm gonna be soooo tired. This is summer vacation...urg.
Lets see...right now I ♥ Jana because she knows how to cheer a girl up and keep her entertained for hours on the internet. hehe
I changed the layout on my journal. Like it? Good for you. Don't like it? Shove it because I do.
What else...oh...Nikki is coming Friday to sleepover just so we can wake up at 4:30 Saturday morning and be all ready by 6 so that the Houllion's can pick us up for Ceder Point. Yay car riding cuddle time with Chris :)
Chris is a big poo by the way...but I'm going to get him to go night swimming with me tomarrow. ♥
Now I'm going to pass out from lack of sleep. Goodnight all.
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| Fill Out :) |
[19 Jun 2005|10:40pm] |
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? and why not?
15. Do you want me, and if so in what ways (friend, girly-friend, f buddy, fellow ghostbuster, etc)?
16. If you had me would you ever let me go?
17. Is there a song that describes me to you, or about you and me?
18. When you know you're about to see me do you get giddy?
19. What physically sticks out the most about me?
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| up-freaking-date |
[16 Jun 2005|10:26pm] |
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Ok so I figured I'd update because I don't know the next time that I can...
Lets start with tomarrow...The parents, Nancy, Chantelle, Asan, and myself and all going to the Zoo. My mom's all excited...simple things please her lol. The whole thing is really cute, acutally. So I'm sure that will be fun.
Saturay is my darling Jessica's graduation party. It's hard to believe she's graduated and ready to leave. One year her, Sarah and I are in grade school playing double dutch in their drive way...and now Sarah's going to be a junior, I'm going to be a senior, and Jess's going off to Kentucky for college. Those were the days...
Next Saturday/Sunday Me and Nikki are going with Chris, Mike and their parents to Ceder Point for the weekend. Meaning Nicole and I will share a hotel room...HAHAHAHA I can't wait for this. Oh also, I'm oh so looking forward to the 5 hour car ride to get there.
Sometime next week Nancy, Chantelle, my Mom and I are all going to Monroville for some serious shopping. Can't wait.
Chris is a big poo...but I still love him bunches. ♥
I like to feel his eyes on me when I look away
Oh the scent of him, it calms my heart
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| Even though living is laced with lies... |
[06 Jun 2005|09:39pm] |
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Update time!!!
Saturday my Aunt got married. I attended the wedding and the reception...it was beautiful! I cried. She never looked so happy in all the years that I've known her. I hope her and Dave have a wonderful creating their lives together. Much love to both of them.
Speaking of future relationships...tomarrow Christopher and I will have 10 wonderful months in at driving eachother completely insane lol. Oh well...I love that kid, what can I say?! haha so I'm sure he'll have something planned for us. ♥
Wednsday is the last day of school! Woop! Can't wait...it's soooo close...needs to be here like right now! Rawr! haha
To Dave and Aunt Alma:
May you two have the best time creating a loving marriage. Lord knows you both deserve to be happy after all this time, and it's good to know that your there for one another, being eachothers best friend. May God bless you in every decision that you decide to make. I love you both! *kisses*
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| This made me giggle, so I had to put it in here. Thanks, Nemo. |
[05 Jun 2005|10:32pm] |
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My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me. And my girlfriend? She was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me, very much indeed. That one thing was her younger sister.
My prospective sister-in-law was twenty years of age. One day little sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived. She whisperedto me that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desiresfor me that she couldn't overcome and didn't really want to overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. I was in total shock and couldn't say a word. She said, "I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want to go ahead with it just come up and get me.
I was stunned. I was frozen in shock as I watched her go up the stairs.
I stood there for a moment, then turned and went straight to
the front door. I opened the door and stepped out of the house and
walked straight towards my car. My future father-in-law was standing outside. With tears in his eyes, he hugged me and said, "We are very happy that you have passed our little test. We couldn't ask for better man for our daughter. Welcome to the family."
The moral of this story is:
"Always keep your condoms in the car"
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| muahahaha |
[02 Jun 2005|10:09pm] |
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Last Friday of my Junior year...yay! I'm pumped. Chris's driving tomarrow so of course like the loving boyfriend that he is, he's picking me up and taking me to school. Then afterwards he's taking me out to dinner and then we're going up to the mall...AND THEN...he's taking me out for ice cream and then to the park. Holy crap he's in a good mood lol. Either that or he's done something bad that I don't know of yet and he's trying to butter me up before I find out lol. Nah, I think he just really wants some time with me hanging out. Cuz he wubs me hehe.
Next Wednsday I'll be an official senior. Can't wait!
This worlds an ugly place, but your so beautiful to me
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